Monthly Archives: March 2015

How could I feel as though I’m not good enough for anyone? How could I give and give and be patient and understanding and sympathetic? Why would I do that more than once? What brings me to look you in … Continue reading

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It’s not about the money

Being supportive til the end. The amount of the reward doesn’t indicate the pain and suffering are over. It doesn’t indicate things are better. A lot of lonely nights, days, minutes and hours are still ahead. The award is only … Continue reading

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First breath

She was new, reborn, learning to breathe on her own. Like a newborn fresh from the womb, she gasped for her first solo breath and began to cry. On her own, she needed to sustain. No longer being in the … Continue reading

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He is it

He was her calm, her peace His touch blanketed her in comforted, passionate warmth She awakened in his presence The sun peeking through was the fuel which sparked their hidden spirits He was it. He was her it

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Yes, DRILL SERGEANT!

Having served my time in the US Army for a little more than 6 years, at the age of 42 I never thought I’d hear the words, “you should come talk to me” from a recruiter again. You see, my … Continue reading

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Clumsy

I am getting in my own way. In my own way of happiness. I am allowing those things I can’t have or do get in my way of those things I can have and what I can do. It really … Continue reading

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Pride

“My pride can derail God’s plan” Am I too proud to admit failure? Defeat? Is my stubbornness really going against God’s will for me? This is something I honestly never thought about. I always figured I was doing right, minus … Continue reading

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11:00

the morning came and went so fast especially after such little sleep. looks like I’ll have to skip on the 9:00 service at church today. thankfully there’s another at 11:00. time to put on my big girl pants, suck up … Continue reading

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Jell-o

It seems to be pretty common these days that I’m awake at 3am. I’ve started writing and deleted three times now. Seems my brain is just as jumbled now as any other given time of day. It’s like that green … Continue reading

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Buttes

UT and NM .. I knocked these two off my list this past week. If you’re ever traveling in the US, you’ve got to see the buttes of UT. Beautiful. I always learn on vacation. Whether about the area I’m … Continue reading

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