Tag Archives: anxiety

Parade

Standing there 15 people back from the front She looked down and saw him trembling His 6foot 2inch 260ish frame trembling She grabbed his arm and rubbed a gentle nurturing rub It’s ok. You’re safe PTSD, social anxiety disorder Trembling … Continue reading

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And she ran She ran because she could Because that’s what she needed to do She ran

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Me

Just little old me.. Love me or hate me, I really don’t care

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It’s not about the money

Being supportive til the end. The amount of the reward doesn’t indicate the pain and suffering are over. It doesn’t indicate things are better. A lot of lonely nights, days, minutes and hours are still ahead. The award is only … Continue reading

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11:00

the morning came and went so fast especially after such little sleep. looks like I’ll have to skip on the 9:00 service at church today. thankfully there’s another at 11:00. time to put on my big girl pants, suck up … Continue reading

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Jell-o

It seems to be pretty common these days that I’m awake at 3am. I’ve started writing and deleted three times now. Seems my brain is just as jumbled now as any other given time of day. It’s like that green … Continue reading

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The plague

Why am I plagued with waking at such odd hours? For extended periods of time? Every night I wake around 12:30am and I don’t fall back into sleep until about 3….ish. I don’t wake to get water, nor use the … Continue reading

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